its_friday_I'm in Love [8.4.17]

Ice cold sweet  penetrating breach suffering numbing teeth bite in disbelief  the kind of sort of neat frozen, nearly petrified treat kept from masquerading waste my deposit of you not haste a simply revitalizing hot day taste...

Crafty Influencial Midget Inside

If I was the Maven You, were the discreditor If I was a Connector You, were a lightning  Striking Twice Craft-attacking  My Every Kind-Move To the very sharp Point I Became delusional I lost friends and admirers  and...

No one will be like you—And that's OK

You are an incredibly and beautifully open minded person.I know this about you and will never forget it. It is one of this reasons I fell for you. I am not an average woman.    For a moment you had my back. And nothing felt better.Nothing felt...

Is it just the regular sort of lying

You're right in front of me But you're gone You might be too far gone   I can't tell if it's my highly sensitive nature or your puddle of immaturity and inability to decipher your preference from their indifference. Find a platform and...

Curating My Own Cure

I've lost my strong. Perhaps. Completely.  Even my friends are distancing themselves, the ones who used to come to me for advice. My unique advise   See, I have lost words. Lost my verbal strength and core. So broken. I stayed too long—here....

Questioning Everything

And she said  I wanted to be someone's everything I never had a chance to be someone's everything   I never quit she said Maybe give in a little— But never give up Can you handle that, she said Can you handle me, She asked...

Doorstop

I keep doors open too long. Longer than I ever understood. Longer than knowing whether the door was just opened or the door was just closed. I am horrible person this way. I didn't know.  I guess. It's as if it was always left open a crack. Or...

Happy Father's Day

  You don't get to gravitate fear out of your children anymore. I have let go and move away from you enough to let you instill fear in me anymore. And you will be punished. You will be reprimanded. You will be spoken to in a firm decisive way.  ...

Wish You Were Here

I couldn't face it I couldn't face this place Or rather I didn't want to    After such a significant loss After such a significant life  Such a beautiful caring life  Left our lives   I could not focus on anything We all...

In Those Twelve Years

  She continued on Every year Mothering Grandmothering  But how I thought The Day Before Yesterday How did she  Seemingly Saunter on   There must have been An ache She knew— A Deep Harrowing  Ache  ...

In These Twelve Days

  It starts with a gray notion [Day 1] Heavily greened trees Filtering blue sky   How did she breathe   Tall, tall green grasses   A gray notion, indeed How she must have missed him— Is all I can think about   ...

But, But

  He is on the verge of dressing well, his pompous ass. How he is successful is baffling and yet not unknowing. His wife was beautiful, how so no one knows; He coveted her so endearingly.    He seemed to always become the bully of the pact,...

Trending Incapacities

make me feel the way I used to feel that time I loved you— make me love me the way I used to love me  that time you were always near me make me believe in me  the way I always, always did back then the way I loved me with all my...

It's Friday, I'm in Love {Fall 2015}

The flavor of warmth Mmm so settling    The texture of anything  absolutely everything   O so gentle  Oo so strong  What a big man you are   Could I fall    Wait— Wait just a moment Let me ponder this ...

Even If I Change

It's taken me nearly a quarter of a century to realize: "you're doing it again". Twenty-four years to figure out you'll never change. Even if I change.    I'll never understand your disregard for human life. This human life. My life. How vagrant...

Will My Coffee Ever Cool Off?

So this is a lovely writer I found a ways back when I first got here—I found a little time in my day to read her again—please give her a fair trial viewing—I think you'll find her as fun and witty as I have. If you don't already know her. And btw, I...