my 50 percent

  a victim a volunteer those are my choices   i'm no f*cking  victim and seriously who would volunteer  for this tour of duty   i never agreed to this I'M in an abusive relationship— come on ME this is...

its friday_i'm in love {4}

  GREEN   oh yea, you are   not with envy or jealousy but you are new to this scene this situation—   you are NEW  to me   where have you been all my life, love   layer upon layer you are tough to...

2 types of Men {x}

  too nice of a man   i cant spar words with you   too mean of a man you spar far too many words   you spar words with  the DEVIL,  you somehow see  in me when i am digging deep to see only the JESUS ...

all in a warrior's day

fear and anguish are our swords anger is our vice enchanted is our evening after a long day's fight we've earned the right to be with one another and still we won't let down our guard by day we fight alone by evening.... ...

it's friday_i'm in Love {3}

it is you—who approached me!!   how you dare to cross the line— i might be flattered, but do you know how old i am need I reiterate my boundaries   with diligence— grace, and near contempt your attempts to swoon me are...

Lettaman

waiting right outside the door of my heart and soul for the second chance opportunity i might leave the door open   is this man quietly whittling away at my soul what he doesn't realize is if i let him etch too deep ...

at_bay

  carve me out like a pumpkin you did   across one side of my thinly lined skin  to the other through the  brusk pulp deep into the meat  of me   a gashing slit   the cut itself never hurts  at...

seriously

  i don't like being told what to do i don't enjoy the feeling   i am free and i like it here   its been far too long for me not to be   your choice you can either wait   or not   if it was me i wouldn't...

fare thee well_phase

in the midst of some serious writing   digging deep feverishly hitting  these metallic keys   is a bittersweet place, it is— at times i feel more than curious the way i study the sh*t out of things overanalyze those items...

it's friday_i'm in Love {2}

  you come on strong, bold—sometimes flippant and most times we are eager to be with the other yet—suddenly, oh so suddenly  you can be passive  in your approach with me   why is that   sometime later in the day you're...

the perfect man

  deliciously flawed     deliciously full of flaws and awe as i will definitely have more  flaws in my awe   will love food the way i do the kind of close your eyes  the way you do love of food     ...

ridiculous

  out of balance somewhat out of control   controlled falling— feels like this...   the angst the lust the possible feel of me hoping for that sideways glance...   the boy who offsets the balance the boy...

it's friday_i'm in Love {1}

i love the way your skin feels the color is simply beautiful you have this slightly tough exterior yet, i know—so sweet inside when i first touched you you felt a little heavy maybe even a little bruised I think to myself ...

allowed to be, Free

Da Vinci invented and created simply because he was "allowed". Whether it was his public that "allowed' him or he initially "allowed" himself. Everyone with a creative mind or who works in a creative field understands this. We, ourselves,...

finding_love [part 1]

to see love, is to be love what you feel, when you see love   is this when you know you are lonely   go ahead describe lonely—   personally i refuse lonely i refute loneliness   i do, however, accept aloneness i...

is perfectionism a disease

are fear and perfectionism the same things both are debilitating, perhaps equally debilitating one is about control the other about succumbing to control call me tired— but both are a refusal to move and progress forward   ...

what motivates you?

  the sun, the moon, the stars. the gifts the universe gave us. change in the weather, change of seasons. the gifts God gave me, my 2 beautiful children music and art smart people

Common Everyday Mess

Full of guilt  Our daily bread Not of food But of the soul Told never to be FREE Of this daily trend Ouch this daily trend-- Chin up, shoulders back PRETEND This daily trend PRETEND Nothing bothers you Deep beneath the...

most deeply pierced

Angel of Delicate Wings         and Hardened Heart.   Angel of Strong Wings         and Weakened Heart.   Angel of Tattered Wings                 and Warm Heart.    Angel of Gorgeous, Flawless Wings             and...

the fight

  relax and let go uh huh,  right   when i'm tired i can let go only then is it fair to my soul let my mind and body know its ok to let go   perfectionism  takes its toll rears its ugly head and won't...

One of Your Most Favorite Gifts.... Ever

As parts of our world are experiencing devastating Civil Wars, Earth Quakes, Tsunamis, Severe Life Threatening Weather, Disease, Oil Spills, Hunger, Homelessness, etc. What is the one thing in your small world that has brought a smile to your face,...