It Is Friday

There is warmth  In the cold That is bizzy That is bold   It is love   There is drizzle In the middle True Solid form Which is jiggle   There is love   Scare not Your first bite Whinny  Frigid Not...

She Misses the Most

She Misses the Most   INTRO   There's a pebble in the side pocket of her loosely fit jeans—used to be. Calmly she considers her upcoming new life. Nervous inside, watching every dollar she sees leave her bank account. Promising she would...

PMs Scribble and Bits 82

When walking along the edge of black hole felt safe, was when she realized how much damage had been accrued. Daphne's sense of balance seemed superhuman when actually she was just surviving.    The actual epiphany hadn't occurred until long...

It's Friday And She was Cold

It's Friday_I'm Cold   Sitting Working Taking in the  Arrogance   I try so hard To be true I try so hard Not to be you   The years Have done  This to me   What are they stealing from me now What now,...

Numb Would Be Welcomed

The wind took an abrasive stance. She fought it flesh and bone, face and hair amidst a stolen quick second glance. Glacé.    I have favorite places and favored situations.    Stumbling around as of late to find those. Those that...

Resisting Arrest

  Calmly or otherwise Was her Vebena  An internal chant That kept her alive inside    "Don't Take Me Alive" Lyrics from a song  So well known It came to her right side brain In a "New York a Minute"   Toggling her...

Cumulative Damages

  My heart is full of lead weight.  She drove all around the city looking for new friendships because so many of the old ones are broken. The ones she prepared and maintained loyally so one when the day came her daughters would leave for...

It's Just Easier

It's just easier to do without—than to do within.  What does that mean, even.  Well, it means, living without—without love. On purpose.  Highly sensitive people are passionate people. They are lovely and beautiful and worthy of love and...

A Dangerous Space

I'm sorry, she said.  My life is a complex mess. A variable mess of messes. And I haven't had a travesty in more than 14 years, or a tragedy in more than 20. That's the crazy thing.    So what the hell's wrong with me.    Don't...

Closed in from closed minds

She finally wrote   Not un-tired But too tired not— To be spoke   So she wrote And she wrote Yet she never wrote back   Having your heart  on your sleeve Is nearly diseased   F*ck you all She wanted to say...

Squeezed and Whittled

There's a method to the madness— An extraordinary situation Upon trepidation Meditative aggravation Superseded   By and in Hearts segregation    Non stop Pulitzer Prize Forwarded thinking mediation   Yet ...

Short Stories

And mini meetings are what life is about. You taught me this yesterday.    Thank you for meeting me, for texting and tolerating me—when I imbibe too much.    My heart hurts, I want love. I feel are lyrics to a song—but I realize it is...

A Thoroughly Beautiful Version

Don't You Worry, please   One of these day You'll be just like  Me   Only Significantly Better   One of these days Highly Sentive You Over of these years You have been You In fact— You've been becoming You All...

Tired as She Speaks

She has been vacant in heart, not ever in her stare. Her look is never caught staring—only caring. Thank you for noticing.  Tired as she speaks unnoticing the weeks. 

She'll Make You Feel Better

FOMO   She was sick to her stomach With the idea of missing out   Dinner alone amongst her peers Or lonely sitting amongst a room filled being admired  and merely desired from a far  She is tired Very tired   His name...

It's Friday—I'm in Love {39}

He opens the door. She shuts the gate. With head down to find the tall step she always takes into his foyer. She's in his den now.   A nearly Inaudible hello he draws her close without drawing at all. He leans in–closing the door shut tight behind...

The Sun and Her Budding Roses

What makes a bitter old man Lack of concern, Ethics and Integrity   What makes a cranky old woman No one listening To her strong sense of worth Or opinion   What makes a bitter wife Lack of love  And respect   ...