The dull quiet Beatings

When you feel this bad Ain't nothing that will make you feel good — Besides A good dose  of you   When I feel this bad Ain't nothing that will make me feel good — Besides a good dose  of me   And some music   To...

Counting Her Blessings

So she held him In her arms    Kissed his forehead   Held him close    Held him dear— But never not once Ever accountable   Yes once she felt safe she Held him But never accountable   Why would that...

And She Took Her Life

And she took her life Way too seriously   Painting  The bleak Around her Weak   Even though She knows  She's Strong   Strong like Stem of Tiger Lily   It's part of the Dis-Ease She would Fain ...

Fruitless Conjecture

It's been a fruitless Conjecture    One double Indemnity    Her whole  Self   Her whole Life   Just one rambling Conjecture   Most Days Lately

Fruitless Conjecture

It's been a fruitless Conjecture    One double Indemnity    Her whole  Self   Her whole Life   Just one rambling Conjecture Most Days Lately

Last Week

I haven't the might Or the will  For more.    It is enough To gather  The march over  Of all their oversighted Pretentiousness    I haven't the might  Or the will to fight.    This crap, last week. 

The Minimizers

We minimize Who we are What we do How we do it   And we let people off the hook Constantly   Leaving us lonely As all get out

Never Intended-2

As she suddenly Began to bare  Witness to her Own dulling pulse She was giving up   She was giving up Hope   Because her dulling pulse Was making it harder  And harder to Cope   Her loves Before we're...

Never Intended -1

There was an Ever present  Unintentional never-you-mind  Tone   In her voice In her look In her view  Upon his world   His banter Just wasn't  Enough to quench Her thirsty heart    

Not Shy and Damped

Love  Is this strange feeling   Love is This strange apparatus    Love can And should be rampant   Running around  Like cute yellow  Chickadees   Somewhat aimlessly Looking yet Purposefully  Exposing ...

Not Think of You

  I'm suppose to Not think of you   And if I do I somewhat shy-fully  Secretly do     How many of us are not exhausted From putting pain And anguish up On a shelf  Waiting for Later to come And he never...

So the Little

So the little Assh*le of a man Is back to his full-time Vilification of human beings   I don't get it   While he is Peachy keen And ferociously Enamored With Neue girl   And pleasantly  Surprised by ...

I Will Run Away and You Stay

I will run away And you stay   I will run away From beyond recognition   I will run From beyond All recognition     From beyond My recognition   I will run away And you stay   This time   ...

It's Friday—I'm Full

It's nearing Friday—I'm full   full of Self doubt Nearing  self loathing   And then a friend Arrives   There's a friend  That is family   Dinner alone, growing Tiresome for me   Dinner alone, growing ...

For that moment Promiscuous

Your heart  Is my heat  Is our heart For that moment Promiscuous   Stop And play And be with me While they stay away   A time to be A time to feel The soft shoulder An evident smolder    Tendered tightly...

Yes You May

  No more rational common sense   Dutifully Following An avoidance  Routine   A Void Dance   Broken by no one No single one   Won't you cut in Ask me my hand Where long thin fingers Tremble,...

Maintain Alone

  Nudge me Tell me—I'm fine   Nudge me Tell me—reclaim my mind   Bump my shoulder Say—you got this   Picnic with Tell me your stories Remind me of your calm Yes, remind me of your calm Resonance   Feel...

Make Me Move

  Climb this Rock With Me   Make it move Make me move   Climb this Rock With Me   Make a mountain My mountain   Take me from this old Molehill I have hastily  Maintained   Make me strong Make me...

One of these warm days

You're gonna  Love again   Not right now Not right away   Once your heart Starts to be okay   You're gonna  Love again   One of these Warm days    2013-dftc

Just another—way in

The working morning after After you convinced me  A shoulder rub would do  Me good  I found myself Needing the safety of friendship I can't afford another loss     Weeks later  I found myself Whittling away  Wanting...

July Always Flies

  July Always Flies Pandering along Picking up momentum Clamoring speed Knowing full-well Her country Needs a Desperate Vacation    I feel sorry for him While he spends his days Fishing Tossing a line from one lake...