In between the empty spaces of our love

Within the voice of talking There is an innocence, oblivious walking   It's more of a lethargic crawl  two legs wandering tirelessly toward ecstasy noting designs on her wall she never noticed before   Flagrantly speaking unknowing ...

Getting Away with Not-so-literal Murder {4}

Insecurity is a state of mind— So is confidence and sexiness Therefore so is shy   Twelve years ago I managed to somehow remove us safely  From an abusive situation  Without having to engage a restraining order—I was oddly happy...

Energetic Mind -

I used to be in love my multitasking chaotic mind—embracing it daily.    Now, I feel weak, not at all vulnerable—in an unhealthy way.    When will this return.  The [healthy] in love part. 

I need you to know something

I need you to know something. It is possible I love you more than any other human besides your sister. I need you to know that although you find you have characteristics and quirky traits of both of your parents you are a better person than both of...

Getting Away with Not-so-literal Murder {3}

Toxicity   Yes. It's a word she became acquainted with quite rapidly because she is a fast learner.    She studied. Took a week of personal time, from work, and for the first time in her artistic life, spent more time in a library that...

Getting Away with Not-so-literal Murder {2}

Respect and positivity Is all she ever wanted for herself and those around her—no matter the course.    Fine, she said, you want to marry catholic we'll do it...I like this priest. He is decent and kind and accepting. All the things she...

It's Friday—I'm in Love {33}

  I have a craving An Insatiable  Craving   The love of another— A Formidable  Other   Cupped with a smooth And soothing touch Of  Hmmmmm Your tender cool Admirable fluff and Delicate beautiful Shell  ...

Uncontainable

  You can't control me  I'm uncontrollable You can catch up to me Walk with me Run with me Hold me But never never contain me Not Ever Anymore You can't control me  I'm uncontrollable Sometimes, right now, lately  inconsolable But no—no...

A Moment

I do so much alone So much on my very own   For a moment   Just one measly Moment I want someone to hold me    For a moment I want to remember what it feels like to be held— Held close

It's Friday — I'm in Love {32}

Tongue  Dripping Internally   Ooo— How You Are Dressed   Perhaps not She second guessed   Denial is half the enterprising Situation, She understood   Gathering random momentum Pangs of desire filtered  ...

So. Who's afraid of who

  And so the story goes She had to leave   She had to leave  With what little  He left her [them]   He literally left Her nothing And everything She didn't need To make it on their own   As if he loved  ...

Give Love

We want love  Search for it Feel around for it    Love is acceptance For which each and everyone  Of us deserves    We don't need a God or a prophet to tell us this, we need to remind ourselves we are capable of love and...

I am scattered

I am scattered.  Script  And scorned.    Is what he will  Tell you   It's what he would, will Always tell you.    I am OCD Is who I'm trying NOT To be Possibly Be   His realities Are viable   ...