How unbecoming of me

Where does Failure begin And Youth start to crumble   Have I've reached my peak While my peak isn't good enough   There are becoming questions Amongst this transition  So many questions   As if fear is built-in  like...

Sexitoosdey

    Where does it sit With her this time No time for SEX No time None When is there time In her busy-ness of  Her, now What's become an Overwhelming life   Balance So far Out Of Balance Is her ...

In between the empty spaces of our love

Within the voice of talking There is an innocence, oblivious walking   It's more of a lethargic crawl  two legs wandering tirelessly toward ecstasy noting designs on her wall she never noticed before   Flagrantly speaking unknowing ...

Getting Away with Not-so-literal Murder {4}

Insecurity is a state of mind— So is confidence and sexiness Therefore so is shy   Twelve years ago I managed to somehow remove us safely  From an abusive situation  Without having to engage a restraining order—I was oddly happy...

Energetic Mind -

I used to be in love my multitasking chaotic mind—embracing it daily.    Now, I feel weak, not at all vulnerable—in an unhealthy way.    When will this return.  The [healthy] in love part. 

I need you to know something

I need you to know something. It is possible I love you more than any other human besides your sister. I need you to know that although you find you have characteristics and quirky traits of both of your parents you are a better person than both of...

Getting Away with Not-so-literal Murder {3}

Toxicity   Yes. It's a word she became acquainted with quite rapidly because she is a fast learner.    She studied. Took a week of personal time, from work, and for the first time in her artistic life, spent more time in a library that...

Getting Away with Not-so-literal Murder {2}

Respect and positivity Is all she ever wanted for herself and those around her—no matter the course.    Fine, she said, you want to marry catholic we'll do it...I like this priest. He is decent and kind and accepting. All the things she...

It's Friday—I'm in Love {33}

  I have a craving An Insatiable  Craving   The love of another— A Formidable  Other   Cupped with a smooth And soothing touch Of  Hmmmmm Your tender cool Admirable fluff and Delicate beautiful Shell  ...

Uncontainable

  You can't control me  I'm uncontrollable You can catch up to me Walk with me Run with me Hold me But never never contain me Not Ever Anymore You can't control me  I'm uncontrollable Sometimes, right now, lately  inconsolable But no—no...

A Moment

I do so much alone So much on my very own   For a moment   Just one measly Moment I want someone to hold me    For a moment I want to remember what it feels like to be held— Held close

It's Friday — I'm in Love {32}

Tongue  Dripping Internally   Ooo— How You Are Dressed   Perhaps not She second guessed   Denial is half the enterprising Situation, She understood   Gathering random momentum Pangs of desire filtered  ...

So. Who's afraid of who

  And so the story goes She had to leave   She had to leave  With what little  He left her [them]   He literally left Her nothing And everything She didn't need To make it on their own   As if he loved  ...