Uncontainable

  You can't control me  I'm uncontrollable You can catch up to me Walk with me Run with me Hold me But never never contain me Not Ever Anymore You can't control me  I'm uncontrollable Sometimes, right now, lately  inconsolable But no—no...

A Moment

I do so much alone So much on my very own   For a moment   Just one measly Moment I want someone to hold me    For a moment I want to remember what it feels like to be held— Held close

It's Friday — I'm in Love {32}

Tongue  Dripping Internally   Ooo— How You Are Dressed   Perhaps not She second guessed   Denial is half the enterprising Situation, She understood   Gathering random momentum Pangs of desire filtered  ...

So. Who's afraid of who

  And so the story goes She had to leave   She had to leave  With what little  He left her [them]   He literally left Her nothing And everything She didn't need To make it on their own   As if he loved  ...

Give Love

We want love  Search for it Feel around for it    Love is acceptance For which each and everyone  Of us deserves    We don't need a God or a prophet to tell us this, we need to remind ourselves we are capable of love and...

I am scattered

I am scattered.  Script  And scorned.    Is what he will  Tell you   It's what he would, will Always tell you.    I am OCD Is who I'm trying NOT To be Possibly Be   His realities Are viable   ...

Trying so hard to love [1]

Trying so hard to be a student  Of love and life   Recognizing is half the battle   I often times when writing to a loved one  will insert lyrics to a song That help me focus on the topic of love I want to share with them   ...

Are you afraid of me

Are you afraid of me Or are you strong enough To be my man   Like spiders He is more afraid Of us than we are of him   Over time  It became the reverse   I started growing In his fear of me   I was sprouting...

It's Friday—I'm in Love [love-hate]

This is about cake   My soul aches As does my mind   Yes, this is about cake   Something  About the way Coco Enters The room And stays —  She– Like an aching force Forces The WHITE of  Pasty stale Flour out...

It's Friday—I'm in love {31}

I revel  In chaos   A hot mess Of things    Delightfully Thick Dark and Rich   It's no secret I like men of color   Yet discerning—I remain In return You must respect My trepidation And...

Happy Life

“If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or things.”  Albert Einstein

Panopticon

    I have built an empire Of a person I no longer Care for   I no longer have the strength  To build a home    I have been hiding my internal walls that stand upon my sturdy foundation for far too long   My structural...

Come now

I'll grasp I touch I tease   I need A grasp A touch  A tease   A moment in which  a pleasant will please   Her torturous Nympho O-Matic Needs   Purposeful Pleasure Matic Symptomatic Prophylactic...

Quagmire

Lost in a puddle of words Of my very own words Of my very own disturbing words   Drenched  Entrenched and Clenched So tight   A puddle Filled with milky Dense chocolate colored Mire Chocolate—not a healer  Like a...