Mindly Critical

  so i have this acquaintance i've known  for years   off and on   she came around  last weekend she came for a visit   when she arrives its regretful  and bittersweet ...

its friday_i'm in love {5}

  you are  purely  an excuse   everyday   everyday  i could have you— i could have an excuse  for you   you are my  [sigh] not-so-guilty pleasure   i enjoy you as if  you were mine apart of...

A Real Question

i'm a fairly intuitive person, i can typically read a person before they have read me. that isn't a bad thing, i am not judging in the least, but i can see before they can if we are similar in taste, etc. i am very open-minded and love getting...

in no condition

i'm in no condition to be anyone's girlfriend let alone wife Men so willing to bite  heads off at an unsuspecting moment what is that about Men their types vary what little patience i have for many Men...

Sunrise Mass_Easter 2011

Said Ed "...that the Church is not just a building but that "we are the Church," all of us with our many gifts and talents. We are to be instruments of justice and peace, committed to bringing love where there is hatred, pardon where there is injury...

finding_love [part 2]

  is love in between the sheets of loneliness—  i know you'll say no i ask because sometimes i take this path odd as it may sound understandable for many— this is so not okay   to me its like jumping the high jump...

my 50 percent

  a victim a volunteer those are my choices   i'm no f*cking  victim and seriously who would volunteer  for this tour of duty   i never agreed to this I'M in an abusive relationship— come on ME this is...

its friday_i'm in love {4}

  GREEN   oh yea, you are   not with envy or jealousy but you are new to this scene this situation—   you are NEW  to me   where have you been all my life, love   layer upon layer you are tough to...

2 types of Men {x}

  too nice of a man   i cant spar words with you   too mean of a man you spar far too many words   you spar words with  the DEVIL,  you somehow see  in me when i am digging deep to see only the JESUS ...

all in a warrior's day

fear and anguish are our swords anger is our vice enchanted is our evening after a long day's fight we've earned the right to be with one another and still we won't let down our guard by day we fight alone by evening.... ...

it's friday_i'm in Love {3}

it is you—who approached me!!   how you dare to cross the line— i might be flattered, but do you know how old i am need I reiterate my boundaries   with diligence— grace, and near contempt your attempts to swoon me are...

Lettaman

waiting right outside the door of my heart and soul for the second chance opportunity i might leave the door open   is this man quietly whittling away at my soul what he doesn't realize is if i let him etch too deep ...

at_bay

  carve me out like a pumpkin you did   across one side of my thinly lined skin  to the other through the  brusk pulp deep into the meat  of me   a gashing slit   the cut itself never hurts  at...

seriously

  i don't like being told what to do i don't enjoy the feeling   i am free and i like it here   its been far too long for me not to be   your choice you can either wait   or not   if it was me i wouldn't...

fare thee well_phase

in the midst of some serious writing   digging deep feverishly hitting  these metallic keys   is a bittersweet place, it is— at times i feel more than curious the way i study the sh*t out of things overanalyze those items...

it's friday_i'm in Love {2}

  you come on strong, bold—sometimes flippant and most times we are eager to be with the other yet—suddenly, oh so suddenly  you can be passive  in your approach with me   why is that   sometime later in the day you're...

the perfect man

  deliciously flawed     deliciously full of flaws and awe as i will definitely have more  flaws in my awe   will love food the way i do the kind of close your eyes  the way you do love of food     ...

ridiculous

  out of balance somewhat out of control   controlled falling— feels like this...   the angst the lust the possible feel of me hoping for that sideways glance...   the boy who offsets the balance the boy...

it's friday_i'm in Love {1}

i love the way your skin feels the color is simply beautiful you have this slightly tough exterior yet, i know—so sweet inside when i first touched you you felt a little heavy maybe even a little bruised I think to myself ...