her love of going unsteady

as she brush past never lifting an eye thinking i just gotta    he watched  with full gaze her intent   her just gotta intent   i got things to do intent   he loved this about her and he barely even  ...

acid love - [1]

its red quite full of red seeping juice of bright red full of deep acid red   he fears red intense feelings sense feelings send reeling said red   but there are seeds for growing what can i do but turn from...

falling in love, daily

i fall in love with ease and i dont mind in the least   i fear not the repercussions i fall in love with all the children of all the guests that i meet  on our rotation   their parent— i fall in love with their hope  ...

a self-imposed "thesis" of sorts

  for the last 3 years i've been studying love, on purpose i had to wonder and understand why i would spend nearly 3 years engaged and not move forward to being married i first started watching and studying love when i was divorced 10 years...

i couldn't read you

what i realized over the past several weeks, in hindsight, is i couldn't read you. and that drove me crazy. other than what you wrote me, and i believed to be true: "compliments like painting hang on her wall" other than your occasional smile—i...

i feel safe with you [felt]

I feel safe with you More so than I have with any stranger, new to me person, in a very long time. Not because we are similar soulmates [i hate that word] but because we are not. We couldn't be more opposite. When I met you at the bar I was my...

its friday_i'm in love {30} - belated

The tips of my fine  Long fingers Considering The thought of your Strong broad Shoulders Sturdiness Cause me to pause Dressed in what  Feels right Coated in what Feels tight I hold my breath Without notice Whoosh Gawd I want you In more...

I sat_slightly

I sat slightly cornered Sharing your plate  of opinions  I wanted you But I shan't  Can't have you I sit beside you  Wanting But I shouldn't I sat in the corner Sharing my life  You opening yours In its farrowing  Unfair to me That I might have...

Talking to Herself

Talking to herself About a heighten sense of Insecurity She raises a good point she no longer knew She—Happenstances Brightly lit Tightly, firmly gripped She challenged herself And got mad at others Disturbing her The phone telling she had made...