I've lost my strong.
Even my friends are distancing themselves, the ones who used to come to me for advice. My unique advise
See, I have lost words. Lost my verbal strength and core. So broken. I stayed too long—here.
I broke it off but he left long ago, weeks ago. Someone had to be strong, well someone had to do it. Why is it usually me.
I'm tired of being highly sensitive.
Inside they thought I would be gone and not come back after My adventure; which was my plan. And then everything I tried for fell apart, I dropped the ball.
I'm broken, yes. I realize. And although I never quit maybe there is something to be said or felt about quitting. Something healthy.
Why do I know things without knowing why i know them. And why do they weigh me down and not give me power.
I need sanctuary. I need it now.
I need steps to cure my own cure.
Saturday Psoas Workshop 2-4 $25
I think I'll start there; but to be truthful and fair; I'm always starting something. I am always adventuresome. Someone in my family always is—